UNI AKO

Uni ako nakaluhod
Sa atubangan mo dai maisog
Ibababa sakuyang boot
Mahagad patawad na mayong supog

Uni ako may daghan na magabat
Naggugustong kuguson kang sakong padangat
Sabihon nyang dai ako iwawalat
Matiyaga akong mahalat

Uni ako nakikisumaro
Maski anong parusa maaako
Uni ako dai masuko
Ta dangat ko ika sako

stupid heart

I am the fool that says I love
Takes all the pains and just sob

I am the dull that enamors him
To adulate me back I never aim

I am the dolt that cries out loud
Grips on aches and yet so proud

I am the dunce that fears none
Stays with him although it’s done

I grasp all the grievous part
Who am I? I am the stupid heart

blinded

I am in here alone and tired
The strengths I lost I’m trying to find
I am in here too senseless and blind
Oh how can this world be just so unkind?

I am in here all wearied and weeping
For my pains don’t heal for continuous bleeding
I am in here filled with much longing
Where to find the answer to this doubt I’m keeping

I am in here crying in solitude
To set free this misery is to do, I should
I am in here so gone and confused
Asking the question, “Where is my Lord?”

taking chances

have you experienced getting into this bad situation wherein after it happened it made you promise not to do it again cause you were so traumatized by it but then again one day you've found yourself into the same situation? you were there again not because it's coincidental but because you got yourself back and decided to take that risk of making it right this time.

taking chances is a dangerous move. it's like leaving home to join a war without the assurance of getting back alive. it's like gambling your every penny without the assurance of winning it back. it's like giving what's left of you without the assurance of gaining even a little of him. as what people usually say, we are born more probably to love than to be loved. so maybe that's it, people take chances because they want to do what is best expected from them, TO LOVE.